I don’t really know why I continuously let him back into my life. We USED to be perfect. Now were just broken. He uses me over and over, tells me what I wanna hear.. And when I think he might stay this time, he leaves again. Katy mcallister’s song “not cut out” says everything I can’t about the situation. It was once love. Deep down I still love him. I hate myself for it but it’s the truth. I just really wish it wasn’t true. Because him and I will never work. He is a ass. I saw so much good in him. Now he is just he’ll bent on proving me wrong I guess. I just wanna move on. Just stay or leave and stick with it. Because you can’t have both any longer. Because I can no longer let you use me an walk all over me. I refuse to be your rebound over and over. Your choice. Your decision. But make re right one for you. Because your the one who is going to have to live with it. That’s all I guess.